i have been doubting to answer this Topic for a while , this is difficult material and very hard to try to answer in a language that is not yer own...
Childhood and the Youth years are a very important phase in any persons' life. Events ,done by grownups who did those things even unaware , can make an everpresent impression in a young life...Trauma's , accidents, violence and so on and on are the perfect ingredient to mentally scar a young soul...If one brick in this early foundation get's misslayed ,then that can result in a " broken housewall" later...
Even if people had " the perfect youth" then other events can break a person...Do never think that a mental illness can not overcome you...Even stress, or simple sleeplessness can lead to turmoil inside ,if those circumstances stay excisting for many years ....Nobody is invincible to those sort of things.
Our society , or better said the way it is build nowadays ,is also a very frequent nogooder in many occasions...Every parent wants that their children will have a better life then they had or have. That is a normal wish but sometimes parents seem to think that only "rocket scientists " are the summit of our humankind and push their children , already from very young age , to be the best...
" Being the best , in every area , at every time " has already taken a "normal" place in many thoughts...How many children are already "burned up" before their real life has to start? How many children feel bad or guilty because they cannot reach the high standards their parents has set?...
This is not the only cuase of many problems , people together can decide to "make " or "break " somebody. i look towards my own , chaotic deformed country, in wich children from 12 to 18 commit suicide because they get bullied over social media for many months...Young children should be monitored in their way through internet and young adults should stand still by their actions and think twice before breaking somebody...
Breaking is easy...Breaking people is for lazy ( - Hold it ,George , don't use that kind of language ...keep it civil) uhm persons...Picking a person up and trying to lead them to their place in the world , those people deserve respect...
And i didn't say anything yet about perfect normal grown ups , who get mentally destroyed by some superiors who seem to have a sarcastic joy in humiliating ,or demanding the impossible from people just to be able to ridiculize them and break them...i have seen many collegues grab in silent towards anti depressive pills to make it through the week just because of a mental s****t...
But those "pills " come with a cost...After a while they never be the same and another soul is lost and stands before a everdiving spiral that will lead them to ruin in time...
Ah , pills,yes , " The Solution of our Generation" . i can already see the CEO's from pharmaceutical industries wringle their hands....All those people that have struggled through their childhood and youth years , who felt " different " than the rest, try to fit in like chameleons do...But time and the awareness or setbacks bring them towards the Truth they had always tried to outrun. So many do seek help, through doctors , " specialists " and psychiatrists and those people sometimes really want to help...But they put you in a category , you have this and you have that ...All those categories goes along with truckloads of pills that alter your personality in time...They seem to heal you , no , they " flatline "you...Sure ,you don't feel sad , or less then somebody else but you hardly feel happy ,or excited...When those things don't help, what they mostly don't do you get send forward to "smarter" doctors who just treat you like a number ,giving you new stuff , and if that doesn't help , then they book you a room in a sanatorium...
Every person is different, every person has different memories or happenings that has tormented him or her ...Every person needs to be monitored , and helped without "categorizing " them in a box...This will cost time and money and both are "too much for those that are lost to our stressfull ,fast modern times"...
Well, for me personally, i have learned a lot about myself the latest years...i am who i am...They may have a name for me in the " medical world " but up yours docs...i travel my own road , not one pill will flatline me, not one medical term will brand my forehead...i may be weird to many, so what? People , unknowingly , help me because i have giving up hiding and some people don't mind who i am and let me be who i am without judging me...
What mental sick people lack in some areas ,they excell in other areas...Do not judge them , do not send them away, let them be themselves without mocking, without judging ,because they can be much smarter than yourself in different area's you wouldn't expect because nobody had given them a chance...
i come back towards this game ....Many of times have i hammered ,all of you to boredom , about the significanc of " Acceptance" ...Sure ,for many of you ,Sea of Thieves has been or still is a Sea of trolls, but if you are lucky and you can swirl yer way in like a chameleon , then some people won't run when you shed your skin...
i don't bother my Friends with a massive down mood or my strange views about life and the " equalness " in life that can really anger me...
i found a medium ,SOT, and Friends where i can be myself without being called a name or become stigmatized with a medical term that make some people run away in fear...
Having a place where i can be myself ,without restraints and worries ,has been a serious help and a way to discover much more about myself...It will sound lame but since more than two years i feel i'm getting better ...i live a fairly happy life and when the dark clouds are roaming over me, i just hide and look in anger towards them untill they walk off and let me be with my Friends again in a happier mood.The times i was ready to bring a lot of harm to myself are over ...i finally realized that i just have to wait better times and that after a massive Dark mental cloud , a big happy sun awaits...i know that this sound silly or childish but it is the truth..
Is this game the only medicin? No, propably not , but for me , having a place where i don't have to be a chameleon, where i can be myself , how weird i may sound to others is a first and very good step in accepting myself the way i am...And to be completely honest...The way i feel today ...Well, like i said i accept who i am , and i don't care if i have missed the boat of " society" ...i will surf my happy and high clouds and will fall off , but the fall won't be that hard anymore because i know that i have Friends who make me feel welcome and good without demanding to know my inner feelings or inner war that sometimes rages on my mental plains...
People can be a whole difference to those with all kind of mental problems. Don't turn yer back on them because on a very black day , when all things go wrong for a long time , you too could become troubled as well, and i'm pretty sure that you will be glad if there is a hand that reach out to you when the Inner Darkness tries to silence you...