I know, we're all dying. But he is going to die much sooner than the rest of us... in weeks not years or decades. I was told not to update my status on social media concerning his rapidly deteriorating condition, that's why im posting this here.. because this is not what i consider social media. Why do I need to tell anyone? Part of me thinks its selfish, part of me thinks im just working out what I will say at his funeral, part of me thinks I really just want some form of support, as im a single man in his 30s, oldest son and current caregiver for him and my mom. i am drowning in grief. watching this man i loved my whole life, my father go like this is the hardest thing ive ever dealt with. i need to let it out. i am sorry that i did it here.
one thing i will say is that sea of thieves has been one of the only positive aspects of my life for the past few months, and if youve sailed with me at all or remember my name, know that you helped me even if you didnt realize it. Stay close to the ones you love, give credit when its due, and share kindness and love... because being nice and caring is the easiest thing in the world you can do and the benefits are immeasurable
